I love you guys

I love you people. I'm rehearsing to write this down for months. I'm relutacting to announce, because I don't really want to retire, never did. But I really feel I owe you guys a word. Or a few. Allow me. You see, I was never bored with this game. Did I said game? I don't believe we ever gamed anymore. I did when I came to this server some three to four years ago (I really suck at counting time). But now I understand it perfectly: we are actually making literature. I could just be so blunt and say, "well, guys, it's summertime here in Brazil, life's been intense as Hell, the punk rock and psychobilly scene is blooming and blasting in my town, and I'm recording an horror punk album, I was messing around with half a dozen really hot girls, looking for a job, I'm writing a book now (and that's in great part your fault guys, because you taught me so much literature), one of these girls became a new girlfriend that will soon become my second marriage and this game helped ruin my former". That last part would be just a lie. I never separated real life from the game; I don't think I ever "lost" any hours from my life, or job opportunities, or whatever for that matter. This roleplaying thing was a really important and intense part of my life. I'm not sure if I'll really retire forever, but it does seem so, for now. I merely like to thank you all. What you guys did for me, you'll never know. Most things in my life just lost that whole silly importance and were sublimated, and only love remained. I wish I just could communicate a bit how happy I am, and how much I wish you all to have fun; intense, vibrating, thrilling, exhilarating fun; as you did to me. Not mentioning names, I mean the whole server, and the special ones to me, well... you know pretty much who you are. A very special thanks to the Underdark players of the past, present and future; dos helped ussa to grow as a person. God bless you all.

Billingrate$, a.k.a. Rafael Valore

Take care man. Its always sad to see a player leave, but it isn't half as bad when they're leaving with a smile.

I remember the first time we Rp'ed on Sallack long ago when he became the Lieutenant. You were an awesome RPer and you'll be missed =(

I'm sorry you're leaving but the reasons you gave are amazing and I wish you all the best. God bless to you as well and enjoy!

So deep.
Take care, wherever life may take you. Your words are inspiring to all of us.

Take care, man. I remember you here from 2010, even though I mostly played with you before that time.

What I remember the most about you though is this.


And I'm standing in this fire
The flames are rising high
Could you ever forgive me
I never meant to break your heart
And you never meant to break mine

Take care man. Had some good times!

PS, feel free to post some links to some of your tunes when they're ready.

Best Wishes.

Take care and rock hard, mate! Aluve abbil, Llolth kyorl dos!

It's really sad to hear that you are leaving, but life is life. I thank you for RP we had and i wish you good luck!

Gonna miss ya hon!! Good luck and ROCK ON!!!!!

We had some really good roleplay memories down in the Zau'afin Que'llar. It was always good fun with you.

Good luck with real life I am sure your new girl is very lucky.

Take care

Kind Regards,

Vilesinger

Such happy words. I think you have communicated the sheer joy of where you are now quite well. May you spread that joy to those around you. Take care, and God bless, and if the interest tickles you, stop in a take a peek from time to time.

Lloth zudar dos, jaluk. kla'ath dosst jabbress xuil bel'la

We will all miss you! Have fun and good luck!

Going to miss you a lot Rafael, just chime in for a chat when you find time

And Randy was this needed?


And I'm standing in this fire
The flames are rising high
Could you ever forgive me
I never meant to break your heart
And you never meant to break mine



Bringing back all those memories

Good memories, though!