His eye still on the lake, chewing a piece of bread, sinking and replies.. " I turned in a part of my life, that I should have been proud of, but werent able t' be.. T' social club of Myth Drannor was not t' my liking.. t' bad it took such a time t' find out " he then takes a piece of cheese, chews it slowly.. There's bound t' be better ways t' serve ones kin, than being a part of that.." nods towards a defender passing by.. " just need t' figure out just how".. looks at t' sun elf.. measuring him for a moment.. then offers him some bread and cheese.. " Feel free ".. he then turns his gaze at the lake once again.