In the back pf her mind she had kept hope. Although she was actively praying, she was also was thinking of all those in life she had interacted with; Gode, Mia, Elena, Todd, Ka'avain'nae, Lorena, Ana, and many more. All the good memories of them, how she changed with their influence, came to her mind; More importantly, what she learned from even the bad experiences.
Her mind drifted away from what was happening to her and into the glade. She could see the great spirit tree before her. Its branches swayed with the wind peacefully as she sat in to soft tall grass around it; the grove was empty of anyone except her. She layed down in the grass and spread herself out, rolling in the field she only felt joy. Crockett (her companion) appeared and they start to play, chasing each other around the tree and tackling each other.
Back outside if her mind, in the underdark, she continued to pray. Her face was beaten but there is an obvious expression of joy on her face.